Pantsgoblin2

So, me being me living my what I believe is ordinary life has felt watched and all, and I constantly am feeling this way. The other day at my stepdads house he said when I entered his room he felt a shiver down his spine and he saw a shadow that wasn't mine follow me out. I think this is creepy because I keep feeling watched wherever I go.

 Hello, so this past couple weeks I have gone quite sleepless for a long while. I have been having mixed feelings about some things and I feel as if there is something unsettled in my world. I don't know why but I can't seem to help it. My mental conditions seem to be worsening this summer, I'm not sure why but I thought my solitude from not seeing as many people as I usually did would help, but I am still getting migraines and the unsure feelings of uncertainty in my life. Sometimes it's so bad I feel the world under me quiver, but it's just my legs. My nightmares have gotten worse with what little sleep I have been getting. many things have

It's been a while since I updated this, so here I go. This is what I did while I was gone. I beat a person up with his bike, now I have to pay to replace his breaks, I went into a relationship with someone two months ago. I have been feeling a bit shitty recently and I have been vomiting violently recently, I went to the dentist and now I have to get fillings, I have begun shaving my neck and mustache again, and I resisted once again, another day of killing everyone from stress and through my migraines. Life is going pretty good now but it's tiring nonetheless, I feel like crap almost all the time, and the only thing that makes me happy these